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How's it Gonna Be (SONG) Uploaded: 24 Nov 05
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I am Quadriplegic paralyzed from the chest down. My only goal is to strive for something better. I write hip hop music for those with open and creative minds
THANK YOU...EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO LISTEN, I APPRECIATE IT. MY NAME IS CHRIS. I STARTED RHYMIN, RAPPING... WHATEVER......AROUND JUNE 2005. SPEAKING IS ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I CAN STILL DO PHSICALLY....THAT I ENJOY. SINCE 4/23/03 I HAVE BEEN PARALYZED FROM THE CHEST DOWN. I HAVE LIMITED ARM CONTROL AND NO HAND CONTROL. WITH ADAPTIVE TOOLS ,AND MY VOICE I FORTUNATELY CAN STILL MAKE MUSIC. NOW IN 2009. I AM FULLY PRODUCING ORIGINAL SONGS, AND INSTRUMENTALS OF ALL KINDS. THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE INSPIRED ME. MESMERIZE, DZK, SINIMA, AND MANY OTHERS.
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Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
Charts
Peak #1,359
Peak in subgenre #712
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November 24, 2005
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MP3 3.1 MB • 128 kbps • 3:22
Story behind the song
This song is about my constant struggle with being PARALYZED
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Check it out This is what I’m all about Everyday my life is always up and down Never stable……..often try to smile but,I mostly wear a frown reality is now which is’nt what I’m always in thinking of my past resorting back to giving in again must I always grow through pain and sufferin this condition is enough for me can’t seem to come to grips with what’s become of me my situation sucks……fuck I’m more than sick of it No control of when I shit Can’t feel nothing where I sit Goddamn….. can’t feel a fuckin thing from my chest down build my confidence …..how maybe walking in a dream every morning same old story ain’t no song and dance a battle with frustration as i struggle with my pants If i ever get a chance For sure I’ll show you how I’m feeling everything I’ve learned through out my life is what I’ve been revealing Hard days…..cold sweats Pressure off my blood’s low Nightly feelin frightened But,I have a heart of gold Shit… That’s what keeps me alive Striving for a better future Gotta keep up the drive These are my words lately soundin absurd as if life is unsure to me No control of my nerves Like a drunken man swerving Everything is a blur On a curb Sippin burban Ain’t a life I deserve So really how’s it gonna be When you see what you did with your life Did you live up to dreams keep your chin up Or give up……and,give in To things that were’nt right So for now I find the strength to move on I can’t be writin for nothing I need to finish my song Try to strong…… You think you’re feelin the blues Unless you’re paralyzed You could’nt walk a day In my shoes Since my feet will never walk I’m needin wheels to move Always checkin how I’m sittin Or I’ll easily bruise Payin my dues…shit In every way Every moment of my day This isn’t something I choose Always confused About what happened to me I see it over and over It isn’t easy for me But’I fight to get through it With an unheavenly fee Now I’m showered with problems No solvin’em easily An able man can’t handle Shit that happens to me Man….handling problems Use to be easy for me Could dissolv’em….. Now I cowar ending up in defeat since a rock for a child is like a mountain to me What I feel inside of me Is not what I had hoped to be But,unbelievably I find the strength to move on If you ain’t riding right beside me Then it’s time to be gone Since The way I’m going now’s Already taking too long Everyday I find a way To turn my life around Gotta be a better way than Trapped inside what isn’t now figure out the shit you’re faced with is the only way I’ve found Take control or in the end You’ll end up pounded In the ground So tell me how’s it gonna be to you see what you did with your life Did you live up to dreams keep your chin up Or give up……and,give in To things that were’nt right for you
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