Hook
tell me what are we to do when all else fails
tell me where are we supposed to go
when all our freinds bail
tell me how im supposed to pass school
while im in jail
tell me how im gonna trust you
will you tuck tail?
tell me your right behind me
but you seem frail
our relationship was fresh man
but now it seems stale
im lookin at you now man
complexion seems pale
getting gradually colder
rainstorm has turned hail
im like a confused moth
brainwashed by the light
tryin to make my way home
in the depths of the night
distracted by -- obstacles
that make hell of this life
instead of reachin for help
still i reach for the knife
ultimate fighting champion
cause my life is a fight
a precise slice by the knife
does twice of any psych price
so i cry at night
hopeing i can make things right
hoping i can see the light
change before the break of dawn
and im gone
left as a memory in my songs
to bad the bloods already drawn
in a pool of its releif
and it paints a perfect picture
im the king of emo scriptures
with lines so contagious youll need
chemo when it hits ya
Hook
alot of people dont know
what its like to be insane
living every breathin moment
with a heart full of pain
but its like this
whats more fun then sliced wrists?
kill that teacher that you hate
and spray 25 kids
leave a whole school, gone
blood leakin out they lids
and i know what they were thinking
i been through the same shit
instead of expressing it through violence
i use this insane gift
to try and talk to all the people
who been through the same shit
but the way i see it, is
my own girl dont need me
my own fam wont feed me
how am i not be needy?
how am i not to be greedy?
how am i not be sneaky?
when i aint got fuck all
but a pen a new a beat?
ill lift you off your feet
like alqueda in the streets
the only time i feel at ease
is when im watchin my wrist bleed
id love to be history
but i know she will miss me
so let me say goodbye
all i need is 15
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