This song explains how i have been feeling in the last couple of days BASICALLY. lol
Lyrics
why see the light/
when things are clearer in the dark/
you could avoid a fight/
if you gave time to ya thoughts/
there wouldn't be regret/
if time could be baught/
and even the slightest words/
MAKE you feel cold as them rocks/
but you're not alone/
half the world could feel you/
all you gotta do is open ya mouth/
and feel true/
but still dude/
it's alot harder than it seems/
when just a simple mistake/
can hit harder than a scream/
say you understand/
but thats hard to believe/
cuz you when im talkin/
you playin with ya arm and it's sleeve/
even tho acceptance/
may be hard to achieve/
aint no need to feel/
like you really a part of a team/
cuz a true friend/
wouldn't touch your self esteem/
so what if these words/
sound like they from a dream/
they all from experience/
so none of this is make-believe/
and even tho a fiend/
thinks a drug has the answer/
all that really proves/
is that drugs are like cancer/
they start slow/
once a month or maybe twice/
and next thing you know/
it's like that drug's ya life/
it sounds trice/
but believe me it's true/
cuz you won't notice these things/
untill you come to/
a full relization/
and by then its man just too late/
DAMN this is a cruel fate/