the pain of pain.... props to MellowMadness for the emotional beat
Story behind the song
motivated by the beat. concerning a fictional story about a loss. some relevance towards the artist's real life
Lyrics
im stuck in the back roads
with no where to go
inside the dark flows
an animalistic glow
and my souls the only thing that sold
so what am i gonna do if i go hungry
tommorow. its not like theres any stores
that will take me for i am
consider me not a man
becuz im broken and im lost
theres no more hopin
my cause is costing more than i thought
the sun is frozen
im hot
the lack of talk
makes me cough
theres no more difference between days
the happiness goes away
the only things i would say
leaves all the others dismayed
as my reailty replays itself
leaving me inside this array
of only shame and disgrace
it seems so aimless, misplaced
i only need an embrace
and as my blood keeps
pouring like my thoughts have been whoring
and like my feelings restore
theres...
nothing left here and i
chorus
crying to keep you from this pain
now you're crying.. and you know that im to blame
the sacrifice brings a thousand tears
to my eyes
the lullabies i used to sing becomes
a torture device
my enemies became like blessings disguised
until the sound of your voice
awakened me from the lies (in surprise)
then suddenly all the screaming had pierced
the night in my dreams as i came running
through the way of traffic with headlights
that beamed.
i continued as i headed with only you to protect.
its not the last bet im gonna lose
but you were my debt.
with no more choice i get brought back
from the past to the present.
filled with anger as my will to live
is drowned with resentment
if only then i had the courage
back when i should have said it
i didnt think it would come to the point
that i would regret it
the cold reminds me that im
on the road being passed through like gas
as the lights shine through me like
im fog in a glass
my residue can surround me
while metal ensnares me..
theres...
nothing left here.
