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Peak #1,983
Peak in subgenre #895
Author
Ben Dainton
Uploaded
June 18, 2005
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MP3 3.7 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
You think I’m happy…I’m sad…I’m never how I seem
Are you the angel of my nightmares or devil of my dreams?
I might seem…like I’m chasin a pipedream
But I can see a bigger picture…like a guy with widescreen
not like me…to scream and make you want to fight me
but will my life seem unfillfilled if I live till ninety
I’m talented…got skills to offer, I know this
There’s no space for a star like me …feel claustrophobic
The cost of showbiz…but many people want it
I said I’m blowing up and I’m keeping my promise
A devil in heaven…I don’t think I will settle
And I’m not misunderstood…just on a different level
I’m special, unique and I know I’ll see this through
I’m proud of being me…but your scared of being you
Can’t stand this, use my anguish to my advantage
and paint an honest picture with my colourful language
Words in my head and the drum in my mind
I’m exceptional.. I’m 1 of a kind
With a pad in my hand and a pen in the other
My weapons that I use to conquer lifes struggle
Inside I just get the urge to sit and write
Get the mic out Carry on and spit and rhyme
Feel the need to express myself when things go bad
Or an idea floats by me and I grab it with both hands
Insecurities…askin what do I want from this?
Like parasites…eatin away at my confidence
This hectic place makes me stop and hesitate
If I left this world…would it be a better place?
These thoughts swarming my logic, theyre like flies
Leave me looking at myself, hopeless and wide eyed
And I can see.. these thoughts makes no sense at all
But that’s the way I feel from these events and all
All the stuff that I’ve gone through, for all off these years
All of these smiles I’ve smiled and all of these tears
I watch it fall apart.. every single thing that you touch
And sometimes I think I just think a bit too much
Life drags me along, takin my thoughts with it
It’s a cold world.. I wanna bring some warmth to it
Life’s not fair.. it’s more of a theme park
Full of ups and downs.. from the moment we start
Wear your emotions on your sleeve, mine are in disguise
And I’m not tryna moan.. jus letting you empathise
I don’t know where I stand.. or even where I’m facing
I tried to rack my brains, but I lack organisation
Lost at the station, I missed my train of thought
And it seems it left without me.. with a stranger aboard
Strange as I thought, You know I think I’m missing direction
You’re doing what you want..while I’m sittin in lectures
When somebody else who isn’t me explains their passion
I try to explain mine.. others seem to trash them
throw them away, get rid as fast as they can
so I’ll dig them back out.. and start my master plan
Some face their fears.. you’d rather leave them lone
Open your eyes to the world.. but you’d rather keep em closed
Futures in the balance and you could say am confused
I’d play the game of life but don’t understand the rules
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