This song reflects my feelings after the end of a very long relationship, and my struggle to push through even though I wanted to crawl into a hole...while the rest of life when on as usual. The pressure to stay on top of things while falling apart inside. Followed by the idea that it's the " F*ck it!!! Bring it on, I'm ready" attitude that gets you through.
Awake in my bed, I cry alone
Still brokenhearted, imprisoned in stone
Nothing’s seems real as the pain that you feel
Just swallow and be a good girl
No one can save me I’m all on my own
My hopes, dreams, and fears, I conquer alone
There’s no excuse, in the end it’s up to you
Take care in the things that you do
Make no mistake, that the lessons learned through pain
Are the ones that define you, they always remind you
Just swallow and don’t hesitate
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