Lyrics
1- ill make a boat, throw on my coat, grab a notebook n smokes n then float off the coast,
alone, with only hope that i can make it, to a place nobody knows far far away from,
my anger n hate, maybe i can find a way to break away from pain, n find a way to pray today,
but faith, besides in myself, i dont got none,
jesus christ? the bible and hell?, no i dont want none,
i beleive in god, my god can be some help, but it wouldnt be for you, its the goodness in myself,
in my own eyes, in my own mind, long as you beleive its real i see me n im here thats all i need to feel,
how do i deal with days that i fear?, even if i tried to get away which way do i steer?,
so hear me in my boat flowin as the sun sets n let nature take me as im aimed in no direction,
i got a paddle in each hand, its a battle to reach land, gotta be a man, n when my feet hit the sand, its juss me n my plan completed then ill be glad, not a thing that i need cuz i suceeded,
no more police on my ass, no reason to wear a mask, no more movin fast, on the run, now i can relax, no more ppl on my back, not a reason to snap, and end up in a fuckin war cuz i beat ur ass
no more commotion, or mixed emotion, no more explodin, its just me n the ocean now,
leave momma wit a letter tellin her nothin is wrong, im juss movin along, for the moment, i wont be gone long...
hook- i watch the smoke blow away,
alone until i go away,
i know im on my own today,
ill make a boat n row away...
-gotta go away, row away now...
-gotta go away, row away now...
2- yo i was rowin alone, feelin hopeless, wishin,
just then i saw land in the distance,
an hour passed in an instance, feelin like im more than a man, when the boat was on, shore in the sand,
explored n came back, grabbed my bag i did it,
there aint a thing tonight me n the moonlight are missin,
cuz in my eyes, the sky, it shows me a sign,
its there for me, anytime and everytime i wanna look up high,
see the stars shine through my soul, now my hearts gold and in the dark these emotions flow,
the wind blows as im layin on my blanket, in a daze gazin, lost up in space n i wait as nature takes me,
till then ill be the king emcee the king of me the king of everything i see, the one that wont be
another nothin, imma be somethin n imma love it muthafucka,
layin awake, disinigratin my shame for mistakes that i made, tellin myself its ok,
i taste the ways of this pace of life that im racin, so i figure out exactly what im chasin,
a dream seems make believe, but wait, whos to say it aint waitin, for you to take it?, im up late,
not a sound, just me n the clouds,
n right now? i finally feel proud, i got this far,
n im throwin out every single doubt goin down the route that i want without any negativity im too driven see?, destinys the best for me, and im in charge of whats given to me...
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in my heart i know where i wanna go...
so in the mornin ill hop in my boat n go home,
yea in the mornin ill hop in my boat n go home,
i will go home and make my dreams come true,
im gonna go home and make my dreams come true
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