My inability to put feelings into words. So I creatively put them into a song. Doesn't feel right though. (And props to Kenji Beats. This is the third consecutive beat I used of his.)
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Story behind the song
I sat at the computer with a song on repeat. Then emotions just hit me hard and I grabbed a pen and my notebook and started jotting down lyrics. Before I knew it, I had this song.
Lyrics
Raw emotions right here, straight from the heart
[Verse 1]
Girl you don’t know how much you mean to me
I need you by my side, can’t you see?
I’m sick in my head for you, you’re in my thoughts
The times you’re away, I go distraught
You’ve entered my soul and brought me to a higher level
I’ll honestly tell you no one else can take me there
No one else on this Earth can compare
To how you make me feel, this dream so real
Yet I keep these feelings deep inside and concealed
And it hurts to hold them when you’re right in front of me
I wish I could spill my heart out to you openly
But I’m nervous and afraid, hidden in the shades
If you have feelings for me, what if they fade?
Scared to lose you, but I’m not making a move
Feeling confused, don’t know how to prove
That you are truly the one for me
[Chorus]
You are the one for me, plain and simple
We should be together, forever eternal
But I’m afraid to make the first step - afraid to ask
It really shouldn’t be that hard of a task
I don’t want to lose you; no one can replace you
Etched in my heart, nothing will erase you
I want to have it, already begun
To say I love you; to show you are the one
[Verse 2]
It’s unbelievable, you don’t understand
Your capability of making me feel so grand
I don’t wanna run away, but I can’t find the words
And when I do, what if they sound absurd?
What if I say them slurred? What if they are unheard?
So I withdraw ‘em, and keep ‘em deferred
But time is not my friend, it ticks on by
What if you were to meet some slick, brawn guy?
Your knight in shining armor, your Mr. Right
Someone more polite, someone who brings you delight
Such that I’m nothing but a memory of the past
No one wants to be forgotten, no one wants to be last
But nothing lasts forever, I can’t sit here and wait
Time waits for no man and I can’t be late
So I must make a decision, win or lose
And it’s up to you, whether to accept or refuse
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I hold my pillow closely, wishing it were you
And in my dreams, we’ll make it through
The future’s uncertainty, but you’re here with me in the present
I wish to share my life with you to every extent
A distance separates us, and I miss you dearly
Wishing to be in your arms, embraced closely
You can’t control emotions, the heart just falls in love
We wish to be complete, and absolutely free of
That void that maims our very heart and soul
When soul mates join, we’ll make a whole
It can’t be wrong to love you, my feelings are true
No one else speaks to my hear the way you do
You’ve tripped me up, and taken my heart
All I ask is when can this start?
I can’t live without you; you’re perfect for me
How do I unlock your heart? How do I ask for the key?
[Chorus]x2
If you’re not the one for me, this doesn’t make sense. I wish to be in your arms. I wish to spend my life with you. You are (you are) …
