A Woman In Abuse Who Finds No Way To Get Out, Until He Kills Her
Ayane mcayane eMCee Ayane
Lyrics
Somedays i wake up and i dunno what i want in life
Cause everything i'm in is surrounded by strife
I know your always there for me, by my side
Sometimes i didn't listen your rules i didn't abide
Somedays you had to punish me, an i deserved it
No one would be able to understand my punishment
The bruises on my face, i hid from others well
You kept me attached, hooked under your spell
Somedays you would keep me very close to you
I always had deep loyalty and respect for you
You'd always subdue me in everything we went through
Whenever we were together, you'd keep me below you
Somedays you would come home stumbling from the bar
Ramblin and muttering random things from afar
Then you’d lose your temper, you remember how I got this scar?
You decided it was time for us to aggressively spar
Somedays you would use me as your punchin bag
When your anger rose I’d have to pick up your lag
You’d tell your buddies I was worthess and brag
How I was your personal servant cleanin after ur ass
Somedays I’d feel so lost and pain consumes me
And I can’t pretend your words don’t move me
Full of physical misery and the mental aching despair
I choke on my tears with breathless air
But always my heart is yours pinned to the wall
You keep it nailed there to not let it fall
Each time you hurt me a piece is torn and removed
And finally it’s gone, so I’ve got nothing to lose
