IMPLICIT CENTOPHOBIC APPREHENSION
because there are people in my life
that i hate unEQUIVOCALLY
which means
[i am that person to others.]
i am that person that i hate
in the eyes of others
and if you’re out there tonight,
if you’re one of those people.
i want you to know, that
i’m sorry.
somewhere somehow someway sideways sometimes somethings
someFUCK
got mixed up and misinterpreted and
often i don’t even know that something is wrong
that something is askew here and
i want to change.
I JUST WANT TO WRITE THE BEST GODDAMN SPEECH YOUVE EVER FUCKING HEARD IN YOUR SORRY OESTENTATIOUS IGNORANT EGOCENTRIC FACILE PITEOUS DESPONDENT FUCKING LIFE SO ALL YOU HAVE LEFT TO DO IS SIT IN DIFFIDANCE AND INSULT AS I PULL A FOLDED 10 OUT OF MY POCKET AND THROW IT AT THE TABLE IN DISGUST IN DETEST IN REBELLION AND TELL YOU THAT I’M TRYING I
I AM FUCKING TRYING HARD to be a better person than you.
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