ADDED 07/01/05 Written in July/August of last year. Work was even more fun than usual for a while... This song also keeps up my impressive record of swearing in everything I've recorded recently.
I don't even give a shit
Why does it have to be like this?
I'm trying just to laugh it all away
My own brand of stupidity
Has landed this embarrassment on me
And now I'd rather not face another day
It started with an ending
The ending of my hopes
And the problem was the sending
Of strange and pathetic notes
I'd been conversing with the girl
Who had become my world
Before she slipped away
And from then I was caught
In a trap of my old thoughts
But with nobody to say them to
Then I had a drink, I had a few
And, feeling suitably enthused,
I saw fit to make use of my mobile phone
And now I've been told some of what I said
I have to laugh or tears would be shed
But it's my own fault, I have no cause to moan
I just can't believe I said that
It isn't even true
I can't believe I said that
I'm such a fucking fool
