A collab me and OJB have been workin on for a while. Nice calmin beat by OJB (www.soundclick.com/OJB and www.soundclick.com/hedphoniks)
Its just me, on my lonely
Im a solo artist. I like to do collaborations.
Lyrics
These days pass by with this raised mask high/
I cant face the world cos im just too shy/
Im way to precautious thanks to my minds eye/
In my dreams i fly high, soar above clouds//
But only in dreams, in reality im disallowed/
It fucks me off when people look down at me frowning/
Scowling because of the way i am, jus leave me be/
Who Im free to be/
I cant believe how ive lived life scared to do my own thing/
How i listened to my self consciounce moaning/
Why the fuck, what a waste, My mouth is now foaming/
The only thing im doing now is self honest owning//
Im too shy to tell a girl how much i like her/
Pathetic i know, but I dont think i'd delight her/
I really am nothing like her, the total opposite/
Im getting whiter and whiter i jus cant stop it//
I sometimes use a front and hide my identity/
I dont know why i do it, my true self should sentence me//
Why do i always look back in the past/
At ex girlfriends and how they never last//
I only want to move on and get my shoes on/
Forget all thats happened, everythin soon gone//
I really feel now that ive had too much/
Forget all this shit, thats my last one touch//
OJB -
i look out my window to a grey mundane day//
and i pray that today wont treat me the same way//
am i stuck in a loop, id be lucky to move//
but i soon realise that i am dug in a groove//
my life goes on nothing changes around here//
i always seem to fall but when will the ground near?//
a neverending tumble, living life full of strains//
a breath of fresh air would be nice for a change//
but im still sat alone with my eyes all drousy//
oblivions around me, and my minds too cloudy//
too rowdy inside, a sense of mental civil war//
and im breaking down inside and im losing ever more//
how can my heart keep beating, my lifes just weakened//
discrete and im bleeding inside, no competing//
defeating myself with these thoughts im a dreaming//
seeming and feeling like my lifes overheating//
I sometimes use a front and hide my identity/
I dont know why i do it, my true self should sentence me//
Why do i always look back in the past/
At ex girlfriends and how they never last//
I only want to move on and get my shoes on/
Forget all thats happened, everythin soon gone//
I really feel now that ive had too much/
Forget all this shit, thats my last touch//
