Another chapter of my life of continuing pain (Painful to listen to - but that's my voice)
Just one of the guys.
It's all me.
Story behind the song
This song is to do with a recent experience of mine with someone who I shall simply call J, and because of their involvment with someone I shall call J2, it resulted in the complete breakdown of everything and made me realise that I was being used all the time.
Lyrics
Why does my life keep going wrong
Why am I singing this song
Cause I can
Why if she was perfect to me
Didn't I know it would end in tragedy
Cause Im blind
I wonder what you're doing right now
Are you sleeping
Are you thinking of me somehow
Are you dreaming
Oh, I wish I knew
Am I that easy to misunderstand
I tried to give you a helping hand
But I failed
How long will it take to realise
How beautiful you are in my eyes
A couple of days
Or maybe longer
Why don't I talk to you
Cause you don't care, isn't that the truth
If you were that perfect, would you then
Perfection's impossible, but you're a ten
It's been half a year could this be the end
Why couldn't we just remain friends
Cause you said
Those words I dread
I hope one day you see
Right now what you mean to me
Till then
I'm feeling great what about you
If you're really sad, then that's good too
There's nothing more that I can do
Just don't tell me I love you
Anymore
I didn't see the warning signs
I want to get her off my mind
Because I'm blind
