beat: Genycis
I dont know why the quality came out bad on this, but its aight.
Lyrics
(verse 1)
Im sick of living wit this wit this shit, Im sick of all of it
Ill stick wit livin as an alcoholic troubled college kid
And you can ball up wits, the pictures sinking in
so you can follow it, Im thinking really quick that I should call it quits
Im getting rid of everything that made me used to write
You could lie, but in my mind I see you and you could die
I move in line but clumsy me is stepping out of it
You callin it, drug abuse, Im callin it, adequate
I ask god how to fall rappin wit this glass jaw
First hand demanded got a handful of last straws
My father wanted me to grow and take it past faults
And said if you can pass balls, you can pass law
I take these brass balls, trash talk, and crash fall
Takin aderal, my shattered sky will finally blast off
And that’s all, had it all including repercussion
me is buzzin, Im tasting asphault at the last call
(hook)
Oh no, so I will not go where I wanna go
Grow when I wanna grown, hold on another flow
But this is only spit wit my ass gone
This is my last straw
(verse 2)
As quick as I will rip flows, I flip hoes, tip toe
Around the corners of my mental rip the script and shit goes
Up past the ceiling, feeling me is just a feeling
Dreaming of being a demon letting go of every reason
Season after season suffocating in the drama
my heart keeps me cold in middle of the hottest summer
write above ya talent lives as long as fuckers make me
crazy, save me? Never, sorry that my songs are angry
only hard decision in front of me is noose or a knife?
Could be pills, either way Im fuckin losin a life
See theres lots of shit that u could never know or knew about me
Now Im shouting clouds will crowd around sit down around me
How about me, toying with pain Im searchin thru a plan
No best friend or girl will ever know just who I am
Its true that who I am is just a tumor truer to my health
I didn’t break no window, man I did this to myself
