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5 years: seeking you
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Enoch (pronounced: ee nik) Speaks is my personal attempt to record all of my written work, and have it displayed in one place. Some of it won't strictly be spoken word. If things go well, and i can find producers to work with, i would love to get started on recording songs for a demo. I'm not sure how much of my actual work i'll get recorded, i have vast amounts of it. but hopefully i can bring something new to possible listeners and intrigue a few.
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#147,878 today Peak #1,426
#14,641 in subgenre Peak #128
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Enoch Speaks (Nick Crosby)
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Nick Crosby
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August 29, 2004
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Story behind the song
for a girl who i had been dabbling with for 5 years.
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to be Honest A Shared optic would start a topic that i would never drop in my head since 5 years ago when our eyes first met you had 3 week intstances with other intrests than me course i walked and talked with princesses for a glimpse, but never ditched my envy a mutual want was well within our volition but we chose to keep such feelings hidden, suppressed like perdition just another personal decision simply due to a fear we both felt never was a nobel prize dealt to those who operated well within a security belt the purity of what could be was blinded with obsurity your eyes screaming take me mean while i screamed at a girlfiend that hated me wished i could break away make the day what i wanted it to be but first have to blow the hell outta all of this living debris I was stuck in a state of mind that i could not be alone. full grown and i had to postpone any feelings i had for you. but walking a mile of denial, considered it payment. fractured the pavement... and in lament i saw all of my true feelings cracking through. what action did i take? I broke away and challenged fate asked God what malice makes then shook the mallet fake so i began to judge myself took my heart up off the shelf.. and gave it to you. ... that right there wraps up chapter 2. I held my soul back far from view Pretend a fairytale with out you I quit this story, it lacks stability, in order to find tranquility i had to- seek the truth I held my soul back far from view Pretend a fairytale with out you I quit this story, it lacks stability, in order to find tranquility i had to- seek the truth Years spent in a tear trodden got em in a whirl wind hoping from girl friend to girlfriend contemplating when the hurt will end My visual of you led me to think that you had everything minus the sink insignificant winks-- meant nothing to me. I didn't want anyone at all but you weren't anyone at all You ran harder when you wanted to crawl and for that i will surely fall head over heels for one Kendl parker That keeps taking it darker motivating 2am song ideas dictated in marker sharpie can't possibly capture the unknown factor that keeps taking my thought train back to the one girl that hugs with a punch so tough she'd take a slug with crunch and still max out higher than you. I ain't no liar. simply chase the dreams i desire set fire to my logic open optic to a possibility of a future minus hostility agility of mind state leads to summond silence some should try it meditate on fate and see if God answers you. He told me what i had to do. i had to. I held my soul back far from view Pretend a fairytale with out you I quit this story, it lacks stability, in order to find tranquility i had to- seek the truth I held my soul back far from view Pretend a fairytale with out you I quit this story, it lacks stability, in order to find tranquility i had to- seek the truth This is not my moniker offering you some alternate persona gimmick This is straight from the mind of cynic that sees a dream... and feels the need to go get it. 5 years waiting... debating the path i would take. now i see that i must adhere to my fate Hopeless for me to forfiet this opportunity unity like this often come upon once upon a time i would like to live a fairy tale. With your help... i hope this vision can prevail I held my soul back far from view Pretend a fairytale with out you I quit this story, it lacks stability, in order to find tranquility i had to- seek the truth I held my soul back far from view Pretend a fairytale with out you I quit this story, it lacks stability, in order to find tranquility i had to- seek you Might seem like i'm blowing things out of proportion but i've always been one to do what one must I know where my heart is pointed. the sad thing is, it's been pointed the
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