I have been making my own melodies since I was a child, a baby even I was humming my very own melodies and I still remember some of them. I began producing hip hop beats when I was 18 in 2008 when I started working with Fruity Loops but later switched to Ableton Live. I became determined to learn how to make professional beats that had more production than normal. Most of all my beats I produced over the decade were deleted but these are some of my new ones, many unfinished quick ones I decided to make before It gets messy for me to keep myself distracted. The day I've feared since I was 15 in 2005 is here. Not at all my best ones though. Many which were unheard before they were deleted. These ones are just okay. I Just rushed through them. I sat alone in isolation much of my life with my headphones on trying to escape the horrors of whatever it was that happened to me studying music. I wrote choruses and produced hip hop instrumentals to keep myself distracted because... That's all I'll say. Heartbroken. Be thankful you're not me always... But I did love music a lot. Going to miss it...