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let's see, well i've only been doing this rap thing for like half a year? i've been writing and everything before that but didn't start getting into audio til like somewhat recently.
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[verse1]
i never paid my dues, so death can take my toll...
suffocate grips, my lost breath would shake control...
break these holds, cuz reality shows luck's just a fling...
i try to go all in, but i've got suicide kings...
trying to hold the wheel so i can control my life...
i look death in the face as his stares invite...
would it be right if my boys burn me some money?
knowingly i was serious, but they thought it was funny?
I’m drown in thoughts...would they pour liquor for me...?
would i see death or would he be quicker to see me...
if i died, yeah, i have questions to burst out...
i try the looking glass, but it's just blurred now...
i prefer to find heaven, would there be a seat for me?
sometimes I beef w/ God, like the devil’s eating me...
i ain't even hungry, so why these whores snicker at me?
when i head to the light would the bulbs be flickering?
stop bickering, i'm already near the crossroads...
been washed up, but do yall tear bout the lost loads?
it got old, but i took drugs to get rid of the pain...
yall motha fuckas don't know, sometimes i sit in the drain...
being lit ain't the same, i hate fucking w/ my mind...
like i was glued to fuckin clocks, i'm only stuck w/ in time...
i try to resist, but continue to drugs my wrists...
and my tombstone's blank, cuz to yall i don't fuckin exist...
struck by this cuz my future's unclear, what if died...
but my hunches insist that yall think...what if i died...
[hook]
if i died would yall even go down and pray for me
sick in bed, but would yall actually come and stay w/ me
if died would yall cats even notice the change
if i asked for it, would it be my life that you save
death lurks by and yet yall don't even know i'm gone
yall ain't watching out for me cuz your fuckin show is on
if i died would you actually come and visit my grave
if you had the chance would it be my life you save
if i died would yall even hang your heads low
so if i died spread the word so the rest k now
[verse2]
Gaspin 4 air, I can hardly breathe now,
SO many things in life that I cant achieve now.
I visualize myself layin lifeless in a casket,
Like fruits in a basket, all because I got blasted.
Or some ignorant shit people do on earth,
Like they duno how priceless somebody's life is worth.
When it occurred on me, did yall put out a helping hand?
Or were u one of em taken part on da master plan?
Human & Human, guns & bullets,
It don't belong together if its u that's gonna pull it.
And spray somebody's brain all over the place,
That's like a special, unique life just put down 2 waste.
Bullets are like stokes, they smoking right by,
And bad 4 ur health, even worse how a lotta people die.
And the reason I'm layin here, in this wooden box,
While these people stare at me b4 the top closes and locks.
That shit is foolish, it aint just 1 person u kill,
There's famlay & friends hearts that yall include 2 kill.
Killin dun take much skill, that's not what it's about,
It takes a man to put it down and talk the problem out.
Now that's real shit, this place is a war zone,
Instead of bein wit people, im in a small box all alone.
All the stress that was on my mind has finally abolished,
But so am I, I enver even gotten 2 meet my goddess.
And couldn't become a father, fuck that,
I cant believe my life got taken away by a fuckin gat.
And now I'm thinking sadly, and all da people Ima miss,
So b4 my heart stops beatin, lemme ask u this..
[hook]
if i died would yall even go down and pray for me
sick in bed, but would yall actually come and stay w/ me
if died would yall cats even notice the change
if i asked for it, would it be my life that you save
death lurks by and yet yall don't even know i'm gone
yall ain't watching out for me cuz your fuckin show is on
if i died would you actually come and visit my grave
if you had the chance would it be my life you save
if i died would yall even hang your hea
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