

Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #290
Peak in subgenre #148
Author
Kalab King
Rights
Kalab King
Uploaded
September 15, 2022
Track Files
MP3
MP3 10.6 MB • 320 kbps • 4:39
Lossless
WAV 46.9 MB
Story behind the song
First song I ever produced or recorded on my own. I had been trying to get back into music for years but had to go through homelessness and a number of other various obstacles. After losing my sister to suicide, I came to the point that I couldn't waste any more time. I got a laptop and a mic, bought a daw and started teaching myself to produce my own work. After a few months of giving myself the crash course on music production I was ready with this first single.
Lyrics
Yo I was lost
Yeah I might've survived
But what it caused
Was a lot more
Fuckin problems
Then I was able to solve
But...
That's okay
Cause with the way that I come across
You mothafuckas prolly end up
With a set of visual tire marks
My dialog
My impressions of right and wrong
Countless seconds invested in trying to soothe my itchy palms
What gives me pause is those tits in ya bra
Bitch you still gone let me try to put this tip in or nah?
Because I'm tryin to catch a nut like ya tossed me a cashew
Bad news for you whack dudes
Yo I was an animal way before you put me in a bad mood
Now with the way I'm comin at you
Might catch the flu
Like I tossed you a mothafuckin pass or a lateral
Thought I told you you aint wanna fuck with me
You aint wanna go down this avenue
But you had to and that's factual
But I'm not mad at you
Just throwing insulting lyrical content at you
I just need you to know that just cause I can't stand you
Dont mean that I'm someone you fuckin get to stand to, uh
Lately I've been feelin angry
They made me a villain now I'm wreaking havoc
With these grammatics I'm known as a savage
So pardon me for the theatrics
I carry my baggage the weight of my damage is merely a part of the package
I pop a few xanax abd hop on a beat as if I'm trying to kill all you bastards
Whats the advantage of loss
Aside from it leavin a hole in ya heart
You fall in love and it invades ya thoughts
Suddenly thats all the fuck that you want
Until you wake up to find out its gone
You don't feel nothin except for distraught
Turns out that love shit all came with a cost
Whats it worth to ya if you get destroyed boy
Been tryin ta seperate myself from all my pain
My fear is that I can't
I never wanted to be a monster
But ooh
Its still what I became
I wanna fly
But I've been too afraid to change
Thats why I've yet to grow my wings
Dont wanna break but I don't think I can leave
Just let me breathe
Just let me breathe
Just let me breathe
Told you stupid bitches
Not to come and fuck with me
Just let me breathe
Just let me breathe
Just let me breathe
Told you stupid bitches
Not to come and fuck with me
Just let me breathe
I was abandoned
They left me for dead now I'm stranded
On some other planet
Been lost in my madness for hours
Product of my prowess
Thats how I'll devour you cowards
Givin these bitches paralysis
Due to the narrative I'm gonna leave em embarrassed with
Life is a bitch but I'm phallus
And I'm gonna give her this dick until she speakin arabic
Ooh
I feel so cloudy
So fuckin drowzy
Sick of the bullshit that always surrounds me
What I'm allowing
I just can't get used to all of these crazy ass people that always come at me
Every time Im in the valley
I get uneasy Then I get queasy
After that I just start straight up attacking
I dont feel bad for this shit
I exact my revenge
And my plan is ta bust like Im fuckin your bitch
Like Im trying ta have like a couple of kids
Guess that'd be twins
Fuck it
I guess I'm just too hard to swallow
Just like a while bottle of cinnamon
Mixed in with flammable liquids
Not that I dont welcome peoples attempts and shit
I just been needin some willing participants
Bitch I'm too dope
But I kinda thought you'd know
I be kickin shit like my name's Larusso
But I'm bout as cold as ice on Pluto
I'm too froze
Like as soon as I went ghost
I knew it was all about that fuckin pimento
I'm too sick
Already up in ya lymphnodes
I swear you bitches actin like it's ya menstrual
Cycle
I'm a psycho
Or maybe it's that I'm passionate
Call me Myers or Michael
Or even the devils advocate
You'd think that both my balls had been forged just ta form damascus
If you ain't know I'm a killa
You shoulda known I'm a savage
But fuck love
I'm sick of bein taken for granted
While havin ta try and live up to ya double standards
Fuck it I'll manage
On my own
That's my plan of action
In fact I'm just rappin
Just ta try relea
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