Hey baby
How you doing
can't forget the day
when you left
Can't bear the pain
Still marked inside
The scar marked in the heart
Like a cat
It's pierce right through the back
Don't know when you going to come back
Been waiting all day
Keep looking around
Keep staring at my clock
Don't want the day to end
Been a mess on my home
Keep thinking about you
Just been writing all day and all night
Just letting out the words of my toughts
It's been a long process
Trying to forget is been hard
Try to think of many people
But just want to be by your side
But tough when I have fear on my chest
To go after of something that I want
Tough when you have a dark past
See never been lucky when it comes to love
Liked many people
But most of it I just got hurt and rejected
There are some that I end up getting into fights
And there are some where it gets into my insanity
See never easy to have this illness call mental
Anxiety, depression, and this shitty thing called psychosis
But still trying my best eventhough it's difficult
Never will give up when it comes to you
Hook
Nasaan ka na
Oh giliw ko
Hinahanap kita
Sa buhay ko
How can I forget
How can I move on
Can't sleep at night
Been months been days
Since you've not been around
Just been drinking at the pub
Eventhough it's bad
Good thing I ain't getting a heart attack
Still living in this hell
Been heaven whenever you're around
Not taking for granted any second
Eventhough it's painful
I am still holding on
What can I do
If my heart says it belongs to you
There's many people on this Earth
But my eyes only belongs to you
Probably people are just laughing at this song
But for real I ain't playing
This is for real
This ain't a lie
It's the truth
My only lie is I am pretending I don't care
Just been staring at the bus, at my computer screen,
anywhere
With just the thoughts of you
Would there's still be a chance
Or should I just give up
That there would be a chance between you and I
Hook
