not that i endorse drugs at all i actually quit, but at the time i was into it...and hearing voices and seeing things while induced. so i decided to write a song about it, and the way i felt when i was induced by drugs.
Lyrics
bleeding the same old blood
having the same old trip
feeling the same old terror
i can't stand this pain anymore
having the same delusions
hearing the same strange sounds
doing the same odd things
it's not like i have a choice
smelling her freshest scent
and feeling her touch on my skin
tasting her lips on my lips
knowing she's not the one
psychotic you may say
have some today
it's not as easy
as it sounds
inside the safest place
lying in her bed
even though i'll never have her
it's good enough for now
a devil you may see
it's not that bad to me
just turn and look away
you won't see it anymore
you infection of the human life
i know the ruins are in my mind
but i can't get them out of my head
i can't stop hearing the voices
i can't stop hearing the music
disorders in my mind
complete this lack of susbstance
and jesus you believe
when there's nothing else to clapse on to
this world is built upon your lies
i cannot see or think anymore
there's nothing left to me
nothing left you fucks
and the incessant chanting
brings me to my knees
i can't stand it anymore
someone stop this pain
