this girl had me fucking whipped and i express my anger toward that in this song.
Lyrics
roll out the red carpet
it's time for pain release
bloody eyes i'm screaming why
lay this carcass next to me
i always had an eye on you
and now i have one of yours
I'M SUCH A WASTE SUCH A WASTE
you can't find me in this maze
informative, informal touch
clapsing someone who dreams of such
atrocities in modern day
all the nightmares, black and grey
someone to kill me
someone to kill me
you're life is a monarchy
your words are all hipociracy
and when you tried to swallow this
nothing came but emptiness
and something grows inside me now
that's nothing like you've ever seen
it's all because of your abuse
it's all because of your disease
the fallen angels are all at my side
tell me something fast
trained me not to hate
and plucked out all the evil
but only for a moment
i was clearly sane
you've no hold on me now
cut out my feelings
and left me something dead
cut out all my feelings
and left me something deadly
i've no mind left to lose
"i'm hardly something normal now. i've a razor sharp soul and
the mind of a killer. this is my invitation. delete me from your life
and i'll dissolve you from existence. i am not the bastard i once
was. i am everything you ever feared i would become now. "