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Pretend That It Feels Good(even if you hate it)
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From the album, "Cryptomeria". Originally recorded at Brain Candy Studios in 2000 during the sessions for the Mike Ash album, "Wearing Your Skin".
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Decaying Orbit is an unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash.
Decaying Orbit is an experimental, unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash. "No, this music's not about that, it's not about sound quality, it's about passion." - Mike Ash. Decaying Orbit is produced by their label, Decaying Enterprises Productions and has released many studio albums since they formed in 2008, after the violent break up of the Psychedelic Rock band, Strangefire, of which Mike was the former front man. Decaying Orbit believes in unadulterated musical & creative freedom, Mike describes their music as a "cathartic purge" or "nervous break downs caught on tape.". The band believes that creating music is a sacred, spiritual and magical art form brought to them by the Muses, wraiths and demons hidden just beyond the veil between the worlds of the physical and spiritual realms. Decaying Orbit has traveled beyond the veil and into the realms of the spirits, only to reemerge, like a caterpillar from it's cocoon emerging as a beautiful butterfly, so does Decaying Orbit get reborn through the fire of their cacophonous tunage. The band believes in complete freedom of lifestyle, I.E. sexuality, religion, spirituality, drugs, manner of dress etc. They believe that music is an interstellar language that needs no translation to be understood by absolutely anyone. It's the passion behind the emotions found in the music that matters to Decaying Orbit, they believe that integrity is more important than fortune or fame. This is our Decaying Orbit & we do hope that you will N'Joy tha' show!!!!
Song Info
Genre
Rock Folk Rock
Charts
Peak #379
Peak in subgenre #26
Author
Mike Ash
Rights
(C)Decaying Enterprises 2017
Uploaded
April 21, 2017
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MP3 4.1 MB 128 kbps 4:27
Story behind the song
This is a song about surviving being victimized. I was a victim of molestation/sexual assault as a child & this song was my intense cathartic purge on the issue. I truly hope that this song reaches someone it can help, someone who can relate to it's message, or at the very least, if it makes one person feel less alone as a victim, then I have achieved my goal!!! YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!! YOU CAN LIVE THROUGH THIS AND OVERCOME IT!!!! YOU REALLY CAN!!!!
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maybe I've told you, but I'll say it again, I couldn't hate you, but I could pretend, pretend that I like it, pretend that it feels good, pretend that you Love me, yeah and maybe you could, I'll just pretend that I'm sleeping, I'll just pretend I'm alive....hey I wish you could save me, but don't you bother to try, the party's over and it wasn't that great, so you better savor every thing on your plate, every flavor, every taste, the building of character, the growing of pain.... it's not all that bad, but it's not alright, none of it's wrong, I live like I type, fast and with a lot of mistakes, sometimes your just going to feel that way.... and I want to hurt you, I want to hurt you, I want to hurt you, drive those nails through my thick skull, give me peace, just a piece of your lull, I think I can make it, I think I can fake it for now.... hey I hear that you broke all of your mirrors, along with every heart you've encountered, you live life like a hand grenade that went off in my face, but in some strange way, I'm drawn to you, but every time you push me farther, I just hold on tighter and tighter..... Lyrics By: Mike Ash (C)Decaying Enterprises 2017
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