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Am I not tryna be the best I can
Am I not tryna give you everything, am I not tryna make you happy damn
.Am I not workin' my ass off so-whats up wit these fuckin' rants
Why you always cry-like you got nothing damn
.You want attention, but how-my supposed to give it to you
.When you unhappy with everything that I'm givin' to ya
. Eleven years have I ever forgotten every birthday and anniversary *
Yes I-done came delivered to ya
.And what-am I gettin' back
All I wanted is for you to smile once in a while is that too much to ask
.But how you suppposed to love me when you hate you
.When you be hatin' everything, that ain't you
.And I just want someone-to love but it ain't you
.Callin' me selfish but we both know that it ain't true
.But I got kids wit ya, and thats what fucks it up *
You treat me like a piece of shit and everything I sucks it up
HOOK
.I feel so damn sad every day
As I'm lookin' in the mirror see my dad in my face
I don't wanna leave but I really can't stay
Just tell my children I really did love em in every way
(So tell my children I didn't want it to end this way )
I've had it up to here it's over
It's been over .for many years so why-we bother to soldier *
I'm sober, I don't need you to roll over *
How many more times do-I need to repeat it's over
You know it, I know it and they know it
So why we actin' as if its all good and won't show it
We both doin' it for the children and they growin *
Like the stitches gettin' bigger so big that-I can't sow it
.And every mornin' as I walk up out the house
I don't wanna return cuz I be comin' back in doubt
Not knowin' whats-gon' happen is what its all about
I'm losin' this fuckin' war that I don't know much about
You are not the one for me, couldn't be clearer *
You make me hate the person I am when I look in the mirror
You make me hate humanity and everything that is in it *
And I don't wanna be with somebody I don't wanna hear of
HOOK
.I feel so damn sad every day
As I'm lookin' in the mirror see my dad in my face
I don't wanna leave but I really can't stay
Just tell my kids I really did love em in every way
(So tell my children I didn't want it to end this way )
.See this confusion is really brusin' internally
.Cuz losin' my children the thought of it is burnin' me
.And I can't do it without em cuz theyre a part of me
I made a promise ^to be oppisite of what my father to be
.But it's so hard when you're heartless *
I know that you would take em all away from me and leavin' me regardless
.You've had a problem wit me every since we started *
To disrespect a man-and then want him back is retarted
.Go on and leave me then, tell the kids I'm leavin' them
Tell em I didn't love em-and daddy found another friend
Tell em I wasn't a man-and that I wasn't lovin' them
God is punishing me for something I guess I'm one of them
.What did I do to deserve this trash *
Is it the shit I did in the past I've learnt from that
I'm a good man and I don't know how to be nothing more *
Guess the good finish last I'm the last of my draw
