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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #587
Peak in subgenre #323
Author
Jeremy Andres
Rights
Dude Records
Uploaded
March 16, 2015
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.8 MB • 160 kbps • 4:11
Lyrics
I apologize right from the start, this my broken heart
Picked apart, the scars in my chest I got nothin left
The excess of this pain leaves my breath, shed the tears
Under this storm that I've given all I've got this year
Here, I stand palms to the sky hoping I ask this right
Why, is this the life I've been given? I can't help but cry
So I choose flight over the fight, let it all go
To the depths of my soul to my heart that is cold
Oh, I wasn't lying when this story that is told
History repeats itself, this heartbreak is all I know
Feels like I never grow, I'm runnin this hamster wheel
I'm Getting nowhere, I'm back against my heel
Was I just a point between the A to B, am I option C
See, I was your pill in human form to get your fix from me
This the life lessons that I'm stressin' love is now a question
That I'm addressin' I'm lost as I fall back in this depression
I'm trying to be an optimist but its obvious in my arguments
That I fight these demons to the end that soon becomes my friend
I turn to these words when I need to vent, put my heart to paper
Trap myself in my room, to the world maybe I'll see you later
Lights out, my heart shuts down but the mind keeps runnin
The thoughts keep drummin' as the pain keeps strummin'
This self esteem that is eating away at me at such aggression
I hate this man in the mirror, Man FUCK my reflection
I am not a better man than the next man you seek
Everyday that passes is another day this love looks bleek
Now that I see all along you were just looking past me
It all makes sense, I was chasing this ghost happily
These illusions of everything we shared was all up in the air
So I'mma stare death in the face, til he takes me there
This is my truth, the heartache in this very rejection
I ask myself 'how can I recover from such false affection'
I'll say it this instant this is not a diss to our friendship
Cause it was me that broke my own heart, I thought this existed
I just needed a cure to all this anguish runnin through my mind
Chalk it up to the wrong time and following the wrong signs
I'll always wish you the best, this I hope you know
I just need to figure out a way to finally let you go
I just gotta go, and hit this open road
I just gotta go and hope I don't crash on this open road
