Dear Diary

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Just a dude trying to get heard!

I'm a hip-hop artist based around pittsburgh, pa. I feel i'm a different type of artist with a unique spin and twist on my tracks. I'm more poetic than anything when it comes to my music.

Song Info

Genre

Hip-Hop • Alternative Hip Hop

Charts

Peak #303

Peak in subgenre #23

Uploaded

March 01, 2015

Track Files

MP3

MP3 5.6 MB • 160 kbps • 4:55

Lyrics

[HOOK]

I'm here in the space you made // Flickering lights that begin to fade
Just fold back the page // And watch the words tumble out
The needle picks up and goes // Back to the start it knows
The familiar tone // That spirals out here alone

[VERSE 1]

Dear Diary // Why'd this have to happen to me // I'm all alone
With a pre-carved tombstone // Death angels circling my grave in the middle of the dead zone

Fearing I might die alone // I got nowhere to go
My biggest fears arrived // I need to find a disguise

It's just not fair // It's hell on earth and the only thing I know
I've done every you said // I even carved it in stone

So...
I just can't see // How could this could possibly be
i'm a believer of you so Lord protect me

From this evil that was casted // This hells everlasting
I'm tryna reach the gates but i'm falling // Please GOD no // I seem to be crashing



[VERSE 2]

It's been weighing on my mind // Is it close to my time
Feeling like i'm being punished for commiting a crime

I never did // I can't grasp the situation
Shook to the core // I keep on hestitatin

Ripples on my skin // From shaking so bad you'de think I have parkinson
From the evil and sin // I want to be forgiven but don't know // Where to begin

So am I to the point where I need to let go
Along with every emotion and let it fly out the window

Let the wind blow // Carry it away
To a far, far, far, far, far away place

I don't understand // Should I even know
Wishing GOD woudl help right now and give me the strength to forgive and let go



[VERSE 3]

Sitting here, pondering // Awaiting my death
Flunking GODs test // Feeling some what depressed

Looking back now I apologize that I wasn't so wise
And to this day I just have one wish // That my child survived

With these tears in my eyes I gotta confess
I should of tried to do something like tie her to the bed

Force the child in this world // Probably would of Went to prison
If you think it's a joke // Boy I ain't kidding

Atleast the child would be a living
Instead of this girl take a innocent life// I should of put up a fight

Now I got this type of crap embedded inside of my head
Forever tormented // Id'e rather fucking be dead!

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