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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #416
Peak in subgenre #39
Rights
2014
Uploaded
July 02, 2014
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MP3 4.3 MB • 160 kbps • 3:47
Story behind the song
My Life
Lyrics
i feel like i'm locked up, up in a cage, i can't tap out unless i pick up a blade and say this is my last day,
that's where i be at with my anger pinned up in rage mixed with sadness when i pick up this pen,
so broke i feel like i could just quit my job and come back later that night and stick 'em for every nickle and dime,
every paycheck i ever sweat for and didn't get home until the early morning but i stay wake up for my daughter
which makes me prouder,
cuz she reminds me everyday she needs her father even though her mom and i don't live together any longer,
i don't want her to grow up feeling like no one wants her, for the memories i try for, these goals i strive for,
rolling non-stop cuz she the one i ride for,
she's my little cowgirl in our roundhouse, Ace of Spades and flips the whole house 'round.
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it feels like everything is going wrong in my life until i look
in those eyes,
then it's all bright cuz you are my sunrise.
mom, i never thanked you for anything and everything you ever did for me, my teenage years weren't the best
but i guess i blend in with the rest of my friends,
that's something i could ever be greatful for, when you were going through your divorce i wished my dad was
dead, but more as the pain grew i wished i was dead cuz it hurt,
but i'm a grown man now and realize that's not right, panic attacks were just too real, and i tried so hard not
to cry at night cuz we were sleeping in the same room in that one bedroom apartment where it snowed inside,
couldn't afford the bills so we piled on the blankets so we didn't freeze at night,
and that's something i honestly haven't thought about until now, even though many times you felt i hated you
i could never really mean it cuz a young boy is always needed to be needed,
i love you mom.
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(Ephesians 4:2-3)
"Be completely humble and gentle; Be patient, bearing with one another in love.
Make every effort to keep the unity of the spirit through the bond of peace."
(Jeremiah 29:11)
“For I Know The Plans I Have For You,” Declares The Lord, “Plans To Prosper
You And Not To Harm You, Plans To Give You Hope And A Future.”
if those bible verses were real, then how did i end up in this fucked up situation, custody battle,
the whole baby mama drama i never wanted but yet i'm fighting,
can't come to an agreement when the week ends, so much energy i put to try and fix us but i feel
like our bond just weakens,
that's when the top to this bottle begins sqeaking cuz i'm feeling my soul is ready to explode,
like the kettle whistling on the stove,
every minute i spent on her is a minute owed, but there must've been love, must've been something,
must've been us, must've been something we can catch up that we mustered up,
even though my throat is something you wanna be cutting up,
you teaching me ain't nothing wrong with saying, sorry baby but ain't no love like it used to,
but don't you dare try saying you used me as if i abused you.
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