Lyrics
[Chorus x2]
I try to relieve the pain, but it's still comin' back to me,
I cant escape these demons, or this fuckin' blasphemy//
a catastrophe, this pain just keeps comin' back to me,
it's abnormal, above it's level, it's at it's mastery//
[Verse I: VocaL WarNinG]
I cant withstand this anger, or this hatred inside,
all this pain and this anguish, is just making me cry//
the stakes are too high, I gotta pass this pain an the sorrow,
I'm worried now, I'm afraid that I wont make it tomorrow//
I cant take this, it's dead-ly, it's makin' my head weak,
it's startin' to infest me, this anger's just commencing//
my blood pressure's startin' to rise, mutilation begins,
I should've repented from darkness, all the hatred and sins//
I created this shit, now I'm forced to suffer immensely,
but I cant survive with all these fuckin' structures against me//
is God testin' my strength, or am I just losin' my mind?,
now I'm abused, an I'm tryin' to live against this disputed alliance//
but I cant compete with this life, It's gunna finish me off,
it's sickenin' of God to do this, I've repented, I'm stopped//
It's death at it's best ..
[Chorus x1]
I try to relieve the pain, but it's still comin' back to me,
I cant escape these demons, or this fuckin' blasphemy//
a catastrophe, this pain just keeps comin' back to me,
it's abnormal, above it's level, it's at it's mastery//
[Verse II: VocaL WarNinG]
I've been taken apart, an all the hate in my heart,
is diminshin', coz I realise thats I've made it this far//
so it's not over yet, the battles just begun,
I dont need light to help me now, so fuck the sun//
I fight the evil with darkness an tha darkness with evil,
if I cant match up this time, then I'ma spark up a sequel//
coz it's now or never, the time has finally come,
coz all this blasphemy and this hatred in my life is enough//
what I-'ve become it's not what I'm wantin' to be,
I want fans, my friends an fam to juss compliment me//
coz what I've gotten so far has built up a demon inside,
just what I was doin' was watched upon, Jesus was cryin'//
But now I realize my life is more important then ever,
me an my family fix my life, we'll sort it together//
