Lyrics
We started off seeing each other on the weekends,
rainy days, depressed days, it all depends.
In the beginning seeing you once a week was enough,
even the littlest bit of you would get me fucked up
Then as the years past we got intimate,
didnt think anything of it, or really didnt give a shit
shopping for you downtown, you were all ways around
& I was happy as a parents 1st born ultra sound.
happy and energetic even though it was synthetic
skipped my mind at the time, I never injected
but the euphoria with you, I couldnt negelect it
left myself wide open, should have been protected
an affair under doctors care, carelessly I accepted.
now when I try moving on, I do nothing but regret it
withdrawals from being without you is all that Im left with
a blue pill an cheap thrill to pain & a death wish
Sick of our relationship, pain left from an accident
you would hang around & play devils advocate
then I realized what was going on was wrong
going to count what I had, and they were all gone
never thought it would happen to me, but guess what it did
caught up in addiction, even though I had a script
but my script wasnt for the exact amount I was takin
none left, whats next, I'm shaken, heart achin
you told me forever, and I believed you
sublingualy taking orange films thats see through
tryin to beat you, using your own medicine against you,
and prayers from the man upstairs that I repent to
I went through some tuff times, & was promised to many lies,
I've cried out my eyes, and ask GOD why,
and his reply was he wanted to teach me a lesson
that sometimes its just better when we say goodbye(what a blessin)
