rough demo of the first song off the "Stranger In My Mind EP"
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Story behind the song
Changing from a pop/R&B/love song writer to a rapper who's thoughts are transforming. "Stranger In My Mind" has two meanings, as my thoughts are becoming stranger, but it's also as though there was a different person that I did not know in my mind. Lyrics seem strange, but each one has a deeper meaning, although they may be "cryptic".
Lyrics
What's going on, this wasn't who I was
Never what I've been, but who I've become
What's this transformation that I'm making,
These new thoughts I'm facing
Who is this that I am to find
It's like a stranger in my mind
Releasing an EP, so I wrote this quickly
Busy, but I need to discover this beast that's in me
A part of me that I didn't ever know existed
After so many years, tell me how the fuck have I missed it
My mind is twisted and mystic,
I've hinted at cryptic,
Like I turned my world over
Ya I flipped it
I flip shit, a soul's broken in half after I hit it,
Too many people trying to fit in, tell me what is this
You can only be one, who are you kidding
So listen, there's always a reason to be living
But this life I'm living, I'm stuck right in it
I keep on wishing, to be forgiven
For the sins I'm committing, but this wish just Isn't
Coming to fruition
But all these intrinsic
schematics from which my mind is stemming
Damn I'm fucking had it, but it's explicit, so goodbye
With this troubled circumstance on the rise
The rapper I mimic, but how certain am I
When my minds thinking of these crazy rhymes
My eyes are closed, but I can't sleep at night
My thoughts are becoming more and more deep
These hills of aspirations are becoming much too steep
The will of inspiration doesn't always give enough
When there's still an invasion of hatred that won't let up
Ya, that's not who I ever was
But it's who I've become
Thought maybe all that shit was over
Nope, it's just begun
That ain't mic in my head
It's a new being from which my words are said
Guess it's time
To get to know the stranger in my mind
