an actual story of an actual encounter thats actually dear to me.
Lyrics
My heart has been broken by my will to resist sin
Theres something inside me and its forcing its way in
I want to take that collar and choke your lying neck
But if I ended up doing that I’d probably go to heck
She came to me in a vision to keep my mind off this
I talked to her so softly as I leaned in for a kiss
I closed my eyes so much tighter as I soon became half-aware
Of my surroundings and my actions as i hear skin begin to tear
Get it out of me
For all that’s holy
Get it out of me
For all that’s holy
Get it out of me
For all that’s holy
Get it out of me
Get it out of me
He can always see what youre doing when you break my heart in two
And just because you’re his medium doesn’t give you the right to
I just know ill wake in the morning with the incense still on my breath
But our single night of ecstasy will have died a flaming death
Get it out of me
For all that’s holy
Get it out of me
For all that’s holy
Get it out of me
Get it out of me
Get it out of me
Sit next to me my homily will never be heard again
If you ever wanted to show you cared then nows the time to pretend
Ill get down on my knees once more and pray the lengthy prayer
Then look up at you, expecting to see that “go in peace” stare
