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Ghostly Manipulator, Stillborn Marionette (demo)
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Progressive / electronic / rock / rap Whatever I feel is right
The Trying. A name representing something we must constantly be doing in our lives. This is the epitome of myself. This is my space without restrictions. The personal/political - inseparably wound.
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Metal • Alternative Metal
Peak in subgenre #145
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Chris Kaetzel
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September 07, 2013
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MP3 6.1 MB • 112 kbps • 7:36
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Wish I had nothing to lose Perpetually suspending close to the bottom Never allowing myself to fall all the way Never allowing myself to climb too far up A shell of someone who never even existed Roaming in my head The only place I’m courageous enough to know Conjuring infinite distractions that bring shame upon exposure The guilty flower Inebriating devour Drowning the pleads of yesterday with today The guilty flower Inebriating devour Diminishing tomorrow in the weakest of ways A suicide pact is an inevitable death wish A sentimental agreement is yearned for I want you as vulnerable as I am to my own animals and daily infanticide If it’s too late, then there’s no reason to continue All of the bread crumbs have been consumed by time There is a light but I am imprisoned in a cell made of mirrors Every angle clear, but the source, a mystery There’s no way but everywhere and nothing from here Composite lethargy, dreamer Romantic warfare and everybody becomes paralyzed Post-traumatic from missed opportunities A force never to be reckoned with Never any force Drowning my sorrows in distractions I am nothing more than potential energy If I’m here, I’m stagnant, If I’m here, I’m safe, If I’m here, I’m useless I’m stuck here My inaction has brought me to this place Making it so hard to face you now My infection has brought us to this fate This is all my mistake I never wanted this Such an opportunity you missed Should have never come back Now you’ll pay for it Nothing more than a dream is all I will ever be Nothing more than a theory, never becoming reality I’d be better off without me I’d be better off without me Cause baby, I’m a dreamer And when I wake up I want to die Cause baby, I’m a loser And when I win, it’s in my mind
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