Synonym of geek and you'll get what i mean.
I rap not for the fame but to stay in the game .
Story behind the song
Secret! ;D
Lyrics
Reminiscin all the times that we spent
Drinkin up to all the secrets we shared
There aint no reason to lie
With all the rules we defied
And I promise you everything I said was true
I never wanted for you to say your goodbye
But what am I to do but to have to pay the price
Fo makin you wait while I was here takin my time
And I just lost someone good that I could have called mine
I was so lost so down with nobody around
All them dilemmas they kept burying me to the ground
Till I met this rare piece some one of a kind
Someone I could hold on to until the sun shines
Finally I had a reason to smile
And everyday he had a special place on my mind
Fillin me up with unfamiliar sensations
Got me all topsy-turvy with mixed emotions
He paints a curve on my face unexpectedly
somethin about him I can’t find on anybody
Uncanny in a way, yea so purely unconventional
A range of mutality, innocently mystical
Findin myself always cravin on the sweetness
Satisfied on a multi-level of delightfulness
Entertained me with his unique peculiarity
Makin me happy every moment was his specialty
(Chorus)
Cause At first I tried to avoid to colorize
What we had I wrestled not to intensify
But who could blame me if It was meant to happen
Them feelings welled-up, got stuck in a situation
So when I’m with the guy I got my fingers all straight
I sure did wanna hold his hand but it was too late
Feared of the uncertainty, damaged by perplexity
Held on to my comfort zone
Never knew he would get gone
In a sec, I was caught off guard
Preoccupied of livin the moment on my part
The passiveness pushed him away and never to return
Now Im regrettin why I had to take the next turn
Maybe I should have sped up with my decision
Never knew that I have to give the clock attention
It’s Not until everything went so bad
And I lost the best thing that I could ever have
(Chorus)
Nothin’s like what it used to be
I missed a part of me and I’m sorry
I admit I made some mistakes I regret
But you’re someone I would never forget
(Chorus)
