Lyrics
I pray that I make it to the heaven gates, I pray that all my pain will mean something by the time I get out of this place, I aint a saint, so that means I cant tell where im headed, I cant see the future so vivid, its faint, Many times I couldn’t believe I was gonna reach graduation, now its believable so maybe that means my college education will be real too, maybe I’ll get through. Lord, I don’t need any friends, all I need is my family, you not givin up on me, a mic, and a paper and pen, Friends never helped me before, but u put em in my life so I could learn how to close the door, so I could learn to move on be strong, I appreciate the lessons u gave to me even though they were hard////
Im tryna make the best of my life, tryin as hard as I can to get through this fight, I just pray you don’t leave my side, and lord I know life is oxymoron, a blessin but also a curse, and this curse prolongs, it hurts, that’s why you hear it in almost all of my songs, but imma be like a seed from the dirt, imma blossom in every verse, u put me here for a purpose, gotta remind myself of that, im here on this surface to save lives with my written raps, give people something they can relate to, imma be that artist people love to listen to, Thank you lord for this talent I been given, imma use it to my advantage, im a use it so other people could manage their life a little more so they aint permanently f*** ed up and damaged////
And I just hope they are proud of me at the end, regardless of what my story unfolds, regardless of what I hold inside, I hope they proud of my accomplishments when they look back at my life when I die, Even if they aint proud now, I wanna be someone who physically died but memory stays loud, and I hope some remember my music, when I die, I wanna die knowin I did something, something good in my life, I don’t wanna die with no meaning, I wanna die right, I aint writin my will or nothing, im just letting known a lil something, I pray to the Lord all of these things, tryna be hopeful regardless of everything that’s happening
