As much cringe as it could bring me, this will remain here... But I will be releasing new material as of 2022 (peep the link) I sing better now, too. Prom
Story behind the song
How I view this song, and what it means to me (not what's right, this is up to you to decide but I do this for newer material to make sure it's not harmful to some)
This song is about the relation between love and pain, and how the other half could use you, completely draining your soul of all love until, the bitter end, when you leave and decide to stay by yourself because you've been hurt so bad. This is that moment up until the point of breaking. The Black Widow is a dangerous spider, and I visioned it as a lady, for me (this has nothing to do with sex though, but how I felt the message to be delivered from me since it's based on a personal experience with my first real girlfriend, who I stayed with on and off for a year as she cheated on me and left me multiple times). I kept breaking, and because of that I am who I am today, which is a proud man.
I wont mention who this is about, but I haven't seen her since I was 14. I will say i'll never forget the first time I saw her. She was dressed as an angel with the halo at a spirit thing that North Hall High School was doing. I met her through a friend. Funny how things start and end?
Lyrics
So close to the dream
Slowly spinning webs of schemes
And with plot thickenings
When she tugs at the hearts string
The pace quickening
Slowly caught up in a doubt
Is this truth, awaking?
Is there still a way out?
Eclipse the top and follow down
You're eight legs displayed come unbound
A mortal plea for life at stake
a soul, so fragile, yet you take some more...
yet you take some more... Keep taking 'til I break!
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Eclipse the top and follow down
You're eight legs displayed come unbound
A mortal plea for life at stake
a soul, so fragile, yet you take some more...
yet you take some more... Keep taking 'til I break!
Keep Taking ‘til I break! (Black Widow!)
