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IM ILL, NUFF SAID
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Peak #997
Peak in subgenre #148
Author
Synthesis
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Synthesis
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August 17, 2002
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Lyrics
It Never Lets Up
i was born a fuckin bastard in southern jersey,
and always waking up to father and mother cursing,
dad never bothered 'n it really hurt me,
what bitch was your ovvn son not appealing or worthy?
i dont even remember you, happy now?
i remember crying with mom when she sat me down,
son we're broke and gotta rely on papi now,
moved in with grandpa until he slapped me round,
now the age of 5 and its time to move,
dovvn to florida but the place wasnt mine to choose,
now i got a new dad doin lines 'n shoots,
everythings gone and i only got my mind to lose,
time for divorce cus my second daddy failed,
weak ass, when shit started gettin bad he bailed,
rained on our parade, navv fuck that it hailed,
but now its gettin better, im almost glad he bailed,
im 10 now and me an moms living alone,
moms gone, theres somethin i wasnt gettin at home,
needed attention, saw kids chillint down the road,
was young and scared, couldnt face the crowd alone,
turnin 13 soon, me and mom livin good now,
if anyone messed with her, i almost never stood down,
im still havin fun though we livin in the hood now,
i as funny in class, they said i'd make a good clown,
turnin 16 now, but theres no car or license,
just a new step dad to take in the yard and fight with,
he was a bitch, but acted hard to spite it,
and i hated livin vvith an ass so its hard to write it,
lets move along (if needed)
i hated my mom for taking me in his home,
i got angry, wanted to just piss on throne,
schools hard, i cant get through it alone,
curfew was 11 but im nevever goin home,
and now a year older, grown taller 'n bolder,
lookin at the other kids seemin smaller and older,
met the one girl, just wanna caller and hold her,
i knew shes the one, with every word i told her,
everythings going great, its our second try,
and im turnin 18 now but i'll never let it die,
movin 50 miles away,the gods about to cry,
the pain i feel is like a knife, in and out my side,
i hate my mom, because she put me through it,
if u put a drug infront of her,i bet she'd do it,
and i almost want do die, be like its over screw it,
im away from the one i love,will that over do it?
naw, suicide is crap and im not goin out like that,
Pete every dog has his day and i do bite back,
mom i dont hate you, but its hard to love you,
Robyn your everything, nothing by fars above you.
