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Genre
Charts
Peak #2,633
Peak in subgenre #208
Author
War Machine
Rights
2010
Uploaded
October 20, 2011
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MP3 5.9 MB • 128 kbps • 6:37
Lyrics
I don’t deserve life and it’s wasted on the likes of me
Careless breaths that pass through my lungs as I breathe
I’m a useless soul, too bad I was conceived – and I believe
I’ll be at peace when I’m deceased and rest in peace
It never ceases, I try to pick up the pieces
But it seems the diseases get me peaceless
Read this: I need bliss, agree – sh**
I’m bout to flee b*** , cuz I won’t bleed for this
I might as well die, then I’ll rise to the sky
I’ll demise my life, I can’t even try
Cuz I’m afraid of death, what’s the consequence?
How long is hell’s sentence, if I go demented?
Yes I meant it, I wish I knew the outcome
If I was guaranteed happiness, I’d outrun
You all to the gallows
Then paddle through the shallows, within the shadows
That I know so well, then I’ll go to hell
To escape this hell, then I’ll rape the devil
On every level, I’ll turn his bass to treble
Then I’ll erase the devil, and turn his place to rubble
Won’t settle, heaven’s next on the agenda
Can’t shoot the messenger, the messenger’s shootin ya
But first of all, I don’t know if I believe in hell
Or if I believe in heaven. But I need to tell
That I’d never bring, hostility to heaven
That ain’t a clever thing, that would cost me eleven
Of my nine lives, just devine lies
And my spine cries, as my mind dies
So f*** ed in the head – only know luck when I’m dead
And if you’re struck cuz I said that…sucks to be you
And it sucks to be me, livin’ life lonely
And I cause my own pain…
Literally yesterday, I flexed my ways
Now I’m stressed today, because I messed my days
That will come, I already killed em
Because my will won, not once – a billion
Ain’t the first time, a complaint of my mind
Surfaces, I’m worthless – my fate finds
Ways to play out, so I say ow
Many days now, but the rays stay down
Like a wedding gown, shedding across the ground
I won’t be betting now, cuz he won’t let it be found
By me, I’d die to be irresistible
Then I’d have no trouble, getting my bliss full
Cuz no one ever likes me back the same way
I think they pity me, or think I’m lame anyway
But I know I’m pathetic, and emotional
On a path to get it, but I’m anti-social
And how am I supposed to be with a girl if we can’t even talk?
And with the few I do, they see where the demons walk
Cuz they leave may, never retrieve me
In a deceiving way, sayin they need me
To be their friend, so I keep tryin and pretend
That she’ll be my girlfriend in the end
But one second, didn’t I wait 4 years once?
And I reckon, she ain’t here dunce
So when I hear them, tryna pull those stunts
I just fear that, it’ll be longer than six months
Cuz that’s half a year, and you just have to steer
And be my last dear, cuz there’s no crashes here
But no one ever comes through, 4 different examples
And I can’t handle, bein dismantled
So I’m left to rot, the best man you forgot
I’m forever the not…
I could be good, if I only got going
But I’m knowin that it ain’t gon’ stop growing
Time without a girlfriend just keeps increasing
Makes me think my love life’s deceasing
Last time, was January 2009
But I barely count it, cuz she was barely mine
And before that – well let’s ignore that
The only time that, I’d store stats – for
Is 2007 – grade 7
She made life heaven
But I f*** ed that up, of course I did
Such an imp, and I forced it
But as of now, I’ve changed my ways but it stays
Misery everyday, I’m deranged I say
I ruin everything, kinda like the midas touch
He didn’t fix sh** , but he didn’t fight enough
Well I’ve already fought more than he did
Brought more and got gory – oughta soar
But it’s not for me, got shot and it’s stormy
Ain’t rain here – pain tears, lots pouring
And I’m paranoid, beware the void
Gets the air annoyed, and my care destroyed
Also bi-polar at times, when I cry
Wanna die, next minute wanna kill a guy
Match the definition of depression pin point
Then I’m switchin to aggression
