contraception
she looks so pale
some might never recognize her
footsteps on her grave
not mine but someone elses
hardly any progress here
never met anyone so cute just like her
or like him
contraception...intense fear
which one of the two you chose to be
could never find
someone to just lay beside me
sure i will try
something else
Keeps me wondering from day to day
silly to be so afraid
never relate
trapped inside these toughts
i still dream of a life without it
we've created a monster here
it's a dead end street of broken dreams
show emphaty...or release me
this body is an empty shelf
skin me of depraved thoughts that will cause grief
the more that i need
the less i feel like a judge
who's words divide right or wrong
illusions have forsaken me
i make up dreams to keep my sanity
if all was lost and found here
it's neverending
