i was in a really dark place when i wrote this. i think it was raining too.
Lyrics
You always said I was special
Now I know
I was your special accident
You guys regret not cleaning it up then
All you do is yell at me
find some new punishment to try
I can't take this anymore
I just want to die
PLEASANT SURPRISE!
A JOKE IN YOUR EYES
WHAT AM I HERE FOR
I SHOULDNT BE HERE ANYMORE
Its time to abort the mission
Eject myself from life
neither of you have the balls to do it
So I guess its up to me
PLEASANT SURPRISE!
A JOKE IN YOUR EYES
WHAT AM I HERE FOR
I SHOULDNT BE HERE ANYMORE
Flash back to 1987
You thought you were in heaven
What's this? A new baby boy
He'd soon become nothing more than a toy
You always thought me a failure
I won't fuckup this time
got sharp razor blades
I promise I'll cut a straight line
This is it now
no turning back
my mission is over
mission aborted
