the imagery in this was from a dream, the subject matter about my suicide attempt.
Music is life. Life is music.
Story behind the song
I knew a man who told me this dream about falling and thinking about his problems, all the while wondering why it looked so blue. at the end he saw that he was falling from a bridge, and all his solutions for his problems didnt matter. It was to late.
At around the same time i had shot myself, but woke days later alive. I figured that would be the best way to express all of it.