Why do you think it has to be
That I should live life a lonely freak
When I’m upatash
All promises are off my mind and I think you’ll find
That I am still awake and wondering why
You had to be so sad and cry
When I lost my cool and said
I think that we should though it’ll never be good
and we go
I aways felt you wanted me
To search for what could never be
So I’d fall asleep and try
Not to be deep because I don’t play for keeps and I am
Still awake and mellowly high
But I’m feelin’ like a hurtin’ guy
Cuz I’m uptash all promises are off my mind and I think that you’ll find
When we go
Whens is it gonna end
This confusion ringin’ in my head that I
Thought would dissipate
If I just let it go and I would never show that I am
Caught and bound in a horrible trap
And my feelings you will never tap
Cuz I’ve gone out the door
I’ve gone out the door yeah I can’t take any more
And we go