Lyrics
Verse 1:Spin
Drawn from the light, consumed by Pain,
I made a deal with the devil, turned love in Hate.
I'm walking in the shadow of almost everyone I Know,
I've learned from mistakes with blood on my Walls.
People like me always have to work Hard,
For being noticed, it realy breaks my Heart.
That I need to fight to show the people who I really Am,
A lost boy in battle that need someones Help.
I realy can't tell how I feel from Inside,
Allot of nervers are killed, my life ain't a Fight.
I'm in a war, cold as a Machine,
With hate in my eyes, revenge is all I See.
(Chorus)
When the night arrives, I cry myself to Sleep
I refuse to admit, that im a black Sheep
Im an outsider, with tears on my Face
No matter how hard I try, I'll always be second Place
Verse 2:His-Story
I turn my light on, and unlock the chain of my Book,
Heres a story i'd like to tell before we bring you to the Hook.
Lets take a Look, here it is, its chapter 33,
Its about all the suffer I felt to Be what i wanna Be,
Maybe I smile and laugh, but thats not the real Me,
I live in the shadow of my brother, so nobody will ever See,
It gets me down on my Knees, and it breaks me Phisically,
I wish the shame stopped cause it creates Insanity.(STOP!!!)
Please God, have Pity, this is not worth Living,
I cant take it anymore, and its really Sickening,
Im not in for what Comitting, its just Frustating,
Im goin mad of all the hard times that have been Giving.
Verse 3:Spin
It doesnt matter what I do to Express,
I'm on the bottem line holding myself Back.
So understand, i'm not being Polite,
I let you walk away cuz i'm to tired to Fight.
His-story
The pain, the Rage, the Hate, is this Faith?
If this is it then please let me enter the gate.
Take me away from this Place, or look me in the Face,
Accept me who I am even when im a Disgrace.
(Chorus)
When the night arrives, I cry myself to Sleep
I refuse to admit, that im a black Sheep
Im an outsider, with tears on my Face
No matter how hard I try, I'll always be second Place