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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #248
Peak in subgenre #27
Author
Reaper/Heat Up Proudctions
Rights
2011
Uploaded
January 18, 2011
Track Files
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MP3 4.0 MB • 128 kbps • 4:22
Lyrics
The pain wells up inside me, and obfuscates my memories
Driftin' on the lingering essence of your last touch
But, hey, after that is gone, I won't really have much
A few photographs to tell me all about too many months
And too many nights I have passed in these last days
Afraid to show my face, blinkin' through a tear filled haze
And everytime I seem to look, but where should I find my gaze
It finds a picture of your face, and then I'm f*** ed up for days
I can see the day you walked away, so clear my in my memory
It's like you didn't care, about the pain you've given me
So I'm left to deal with the nightmares, find a remedy
When we got together, I thought we had perfect chemistry
But obviously I told myself a lie, you not even missin' me
And where's the part of you that said you'd always be here faithfully
And even with pain that you've caused, I can't think hatefully
Cuz everytime I hear your name it takes a little 'way from me
It must not have been a part of our plans for us to succeed
Cuz now I find myself on my knees, beggin' to God please
Turn back these hands of time, to the time when you were mine
But all I seem to get for that, is a stressed out worried mind
Walkin' through an empty house, no sounds of you in here
You told me I'd never be alone, cuz that's exactly what I feared
All these promises you made, all these plans that were laid
Were dashed into nothingness, and got replaced with the pain
Of another broken heart, yes I know I played my part
But I won't be held responsible, for your lying fickle heart
And why do matters of the heart, always surface in the night
Never do they see the light, locked away deep inside
Not to be forgotten, but just to keep it off my mind
I could drive myself insane, I gotta keep myself in line
And until the next time, I find myself here again
I'm gonna keep this in my heart, buried down deep within
No need to ask why, there's never any good answer
You could give a million reasons, it'd still be the wrong answer
I loved every moment of it, and now I can't believe it's gone
It's like someone turned off the heat, left me stuck out in the cold
No reference point to find home, even then, I'd still be all alone
Stuck in a shattered mode, it seems to rip right through my soul
All I'm lookin' for for is solace, on the other end is silence
I call you 20 times a day, but hang up 'for it ever rings
I couldn't stand to hear your words, it would cause too much hurt
Bury me under a rock, and let me take a nap in dirt
Cuz I already feel half dead, when I member what you said
It's not you, it's only me; but that was just a cop out
So how am I supposed to feel? When you so carelessly walked out
If we had any problems, they could have been talked out
But it seemed to be past any chance of reckoning
So now I'm left holding pictures of you that only seem to be wrecking me
