It's a story of emotional survival... after an unexpected breakup in that moment when desperation sets in and you get destructive impulses which fortunately experience helps you override.
Lyrics
Your mood was so withdrawn.
You didn’t laugh or smile.
I made a pass it failed.
You looked the other way.
I noticed that the look you had was somewhat torn and distant
As if you wanted to be somewhere else
I’ve been around, this isn’t new, the feelings are the same
Experience will help you through the pain
I walked you to your door
You turned and waved bye, bye.
I asked you what you meant
You told me don’t come back
You were all I wanted And I asked you not to do this
But you dissed me and I couldn’t understand
Isn’t love the reason why we suffer through relationships?
And isn't it all worth it in the end?
Your words were too strong and my feelings were hurt
And I knew if I spoke it would just make things worse
So I ran to the beach and I jumped in the surf
To drown all my sorrow and pain
My will to survive was much stronger than love
And I knew if I did what I just couldn’t do
Then I wouldn’t be worthy of anyone new
The tide washed my panic away
I made my way back home
I called you on the phone
You didn’t answer then
I left a message there
"Thank you for the moments that we shared together, Baby!
Thank you girl for being such a friend.
This has been a chapter in a book that hasn’t ended.
I guess there’re no more pages left for you..
