VECT - Alone (Prod. Sharp Beatz)
VECT
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-VECT-
Lyrics
03. Alone
In this life it's me, nobody around, never found, underground.
Wicked sounds in my mind, escape the backstab & lies.
I'm livin' in pain every day, can't refrain my days in vain.
I see a cliff in my midst, God, I wanna jump away.
So alone, so bored, so emotionally sore.
Still think it's best sometimes that I was never born.
I'm so deprived, born to lose, sick of being used.
Don't tell me it's my fault when it isn't what I choose.
As I always have, I know I gotta strive.
Try to revamp while I'm walking thin lines.
Abandoned & left behind right in the dirt.
Whether I'm a maniac or not it still hurt.
If it weren't for the hard times, there wouldn't be any.
If you don't understand me don't dismiss it as petty.
Whenever I get something good, it's smacked out my hand.
That's the curse I live with must be someone's plan.
Here to myself & this empty hell inside.
Returning thoughts of suicide & leave it all behind.
In the mirror with the Ruger aimed to my brain.
Losing more sanity, yes, I'm insane.
& I'm alone, I'm alone, all alone...
How much more? Want no more to feel sore as before.
Always torn, proceed to fail, need a bail, like a jail.
Sick of it all & all of people's crap.
How much will I take till I go all out & snap?
All that ran out on me were bitches & stale.
I live the sad life of nonstop betrayal.
Don't you understand? I didn't choose this fate.
But it's what I take the best of it I make.
Pain is all really, I ever truly had.
Fuck a pity party, these are the true facts.
Never had anyone there to truly care.
& when I did, they disappeared on me in thin air.
A messed-up depressive, guess that's all I got left.
Living with the emptiness making me a mess.
I'd rather drop it all right now & give up & die.
Whatever happens I don't care I got no fear inside.
& I'm alone, I'm alone, all alone...
