A song about dependence on someone or something and the fear of losing 'it'. An electronic/alternative/rock song done with layers of dub delays.
I hope and pray that I"m wrong
I'm trying hard to be strong
If what I fear is true
Thoughts like voices echoed in my head
Telling me I'm already dead
That I'm just imagining you
Such a crazy idea I know it seems
Absurd for life to be like a dream
When I can reach out and hold on to you
The only thing that keeps me feeling
I turn to you so much I feel I'm stealing
Each I I take more, you somehow renew
I think I'm just sick of taking so much
When will I ever start giving back?
If I were ever to lose you
my dream would end and fade to black
I hope and pray that you're strong
I'm trying hard to prove wrong
That what I feared is true
The thoughgs like voices now are dead
Which tells me I've not lost my head
I'm not imagining you
It's true that life is like a dream
WHen I live not to be, but seem
It leaves me nothing to reach out and hold on to
Truth be told I was only stealing
Your happiness just to keep my feeling
THe more I took, the less you knew
I am so sick of taking so much
It's time I started giving back
IF I were ever to lose you
My dream would end and fade to black