R&B Song about being in love with an addict. Complete with concert grand and horn section. Their love is for the 'prize' not for you.
Song is about the desperation in being involved with an addict. No matter what they love the 'prize' more than they can love you. Their love is never yours.
Always a price to be paid
You could no longer help yourself
The hook was firmly in its place
And it was only a matter of time
Your eyes were always on the prize
And the rest was all dependent
On your soothing the fire in your mind
You love was never mine
A tower and a downward spiral
I realized Id be watching you drown
You even laughed that very thought
That I thought we could continue on
The devil threw the cards on the table
And it was only for us to flip them over
It was a losing hand that was dealt
There was never a chance to win
Your love was something to forget
You leave a trail of heartache and regret
Your like a random lunatic storm
Poured into a 5 foot 4 human form