i don't really have anything to say. there, that relieves both of us of any responsibilities. i am going to write about things that relate to the music I have been involved in making since 1976 to now. most likely it will match up with the mp3's I am posting. i gave it this title because i considered myself part of the punk thing in England from 76 onwards and now I live in Beijing, where by all money and fame related standards of success, I have failed. so, that's the title, then. not sure what i will write next because I am not even sure i am committed to keeping this up.