Words can't describe the kick to the stomach I got today. First I was like ok its a tumor so will have to pay a lot of money so thats a bummer then the guy tells me and after the surgery most likely he will live 6-12 months. WTF!!!!!!! Why can't politicians and lawyers get this crap? I had planned on putting him in a video for Hidden Gems and now I want to do it more then ever as a way of capturing him. Something to remember. I was doing today what I'm sure everyone does in the same situation. Research on the internet and I found this one Facebook site that is like a support group and I felt so bad. I felt bad for them and for me and also just felt pissed that any of us has to be in this group in the first place. I know there are people facing worse or living through worse and I am grateful things are not worse but .... today was a seriously sucky day. by the way Scrappy (my 95lb Giant German Shep) is my buddy we go everywhere. He is a service dog so he has been on trains, boats, every building and everyone loves him. There is still a small chance that he will recover 100%.

I was with friends helping to feed the homeless at the homeless shelter and I was on the food line. Everyone has one food item and you pile it on a plate as the plates are flying by so fast you don't really have time to think and there is hardly any room as we are shoulder to shoulder. Well there was a break and then our "Yams" girl just took off. So I yelled out hey what happened to our "Yams" girl. So some other volunteers pointed to this little 12 year old girl and asked if she wanted to help and she was relunctant. So I yelled out "hell yeah lets get someone skinny in here with some nimble fingers" and the two big girls to my right swung their heads around and said "hey what are you trying to say". There are no words at times like those just trust me there is nothing you can say :( We all laughed after an awkward moment .... was a fun night. Merry Christmas to all my Mom is coming tomorrow and its always good when you can spend time with Mom.

damn you Mayans I gave away all my denny's coupons for this one ... I thought it was all over and now i will have to pay for some eggs and french toast. Never ever trust you Mayans again on the time thing ... there i said it

I took the liberty of checking all the timezones so you dont have to and according to my very detailed and 74 year research we have exactly 3 hours before the end of days. If after that you are reading this then the a frog will turn in to sniper/snake and devour the earth aprox 2 days later. Mark my words if we live beyond the next 3 hours then there will be another date.

Ok its late but will say this .... the song has something bad ass: http://soundclick.com/share.cfm?id=6653073 It has moments theres no doubt ... that one should be high on some chart lol.