Boss
@suicidalromance
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Lewiston, ME USA
Joined Jun 6, 2011
Selfish, arrogant, weak and hopeless. I'm a little bit of all the worse things a man could be, with only a hint of good.
I try, half-assed efforts as they turn out to be, to find and keep love.
But in the end, I destroy what I touch. And I continue to look for the one who can see through me, strip me of my armor, and make me human again.
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You Need to Know
Jun 12, 2011
There's 2 things that you need to know. The first one's simple, I already told you a thousand times, a fuckin' THOUSAND times before. Number 1: You were always my first place. My first round draft pick. That's right, You, bitch. Yeah you always got my time of day. You always took the final say. And hey, you even got your way. But what you need to understand, is the offer sounds right, but watch the other hand. One thing that I will not stand, Is when you stop asking and just start making demands. 'Cuz that second thing I gotta spit out? Is pretty simple- so shut your lips now. Open your ears Yeah let's change gears, Pump those brakes, bitch, 'cuz it all stops here. Yeah, that Number 2? Guess what? It's not always about you. And if its too hard for you, to see past you, then it's time for me to cut ya loose. I ain't no fucking tool, yeah I know I've been lenient, But this shit you call friendship, Just ain't that convenient. 'Cuz I finally see, yeah, you helped me see, though tragically, that the only one who can take care of me is me. Not you, and your "me! me!" attitude. I never wanted to see this end, This little friendship, us holding hands. But I did some math, and I looked at the figures, You killed it. It's dead. And the blood's on your fingers.
Amputated Clocks
Jun 12, 2011
I could wait for a hundred suns to set, Or watch the march of a thousand moons; All the words and promises you made, It never would be true. You offered me your hand, your voice And clocks that gave us time; But in the end you made your choice, And then you made up mine. Your guarantees are forgotten vows, That crumble into dust. Like pillars stacked in columns and rows, Now ruins, just like us. As I walk through the crypt of our memories, Amputated clocks line all the walls, Time that never came or went, The king of love was felled. And so I guard this cemetery, A sentinel to the left behind. You limp by on crutches of your history; But I'm not yours this time. The God that put me on this earth, Must have placed you too. I cannot doubt his wisdom, now, But I will always question you.
Saving Me
Jun 12, 2011
You always try to satisfy; you push yourself too hard. And in the end, you can't deny that you were ever that far... (off.) I need some time to catch my breath. You suffocate me with your charm. I know that you're not like the rest, but in the end you still do harm. [media] So don't hold my hand. No, don't call me "dear." There's something I need to say to you, and I want it to be clear... You think that you are saving me But you're the one that is making me... Yeah you think that you are fixing me, but you are suffocating me, You think that I'm your everything But really I'm anything... (but.) Yeah, you think that you are saving me, But you're the one that's making me fall... [media] Oh, I'm so, so, sorry; I really am. I don't mean to sound as harsh as that. But I need for you to understand, you need to know the facts. [media] You're not a bad person, And hell, I'm not perfect, no. But you're just another reason why I can't stand on my own. I need to be alone for a while, To figure out where I am. But don't live in denial, now, there's nothing for you here. [media] [media] Oh, I'm so, so, sorry; I really am. I don't mean to sound as harsh as that. But I need for you to understand, you need to know the facts. [media] It's sweet how much you want me, and how you always give your all. But even though you think you're saving me, you're the reason why I fall.
Final Hour
Jun 12, 2011
Looking for something. Looking for someone. You came to my dreams, and you Destroyed my fears, and you, healed all my scars, and you, silenced all my screams. You told me to trust you, I fell for your cha-a-a-rm, You swore to protect me, took me by the a-a-arm, and you Lead me through dark and empty halls, below your castle walls. But I Don't want to leave now, When I'm trapped under, Under your evil spell. No I Don't want to leave now, When I'm trapped under, Under your evil spell. Lost in your glare, hypnotizing, where was I trying to go-o-o? Mesmerized by your acting, how was I to know-ow, that Behind your eyes, warm and caring was a man who's cold as snow But I'm trapped in your prison, ship in a bottle, Am I just for show? Trapped in your prison, ship in a battle, was I just for show? [media] So NO! I won't! Give in to those eyes, Believing your lies, So just GO! Down below! Beneath all my tears until you realize that I'm Free. From. You. and I want. You. To Know I'm in control! Now I'm on my own! [media] You stare and the air around me, is set on fi-i-ire, when I'm Caught in your glare, I can see, all your dark. desires, and it's Torturing me, to know you're u-u-u-sing me. But I Don't want to go yet. Trapped in this moment. Erotic slavery. Don't want to go yet. Trapped in this moment. Erotic slavery. Look at me! Breaking free! Or a victim? Inhibition? Hesitation, as you patient(ly), Watch me fall. Yeah you Watched me fall. [media] [media] Through it all, you just watched, as I fell down, to my own demise, And I called out for you, But you only, showed those evil eyes, And I felt dead inside, When your stare final(ly), set me on fi-i-ire So I'm Leaving you tonight This is our final... This is our final hour. Yeah I'm Leaving you tonight. This was our finest... This was our finest hour.