i am not a great writer but still making an attempt to write a blog for the very first time . hmmm... to begin with i want to tell about my past , once i met a wonderful person, actually i saw him on orkut ... 2 years back . he sent me request . the time i saw his picture , his words , his profile i was in love with him he was such an innovative man just 17 year boy ..... very young but his every word had a great power , an influence which every body does not have . i was not able to find him online ,though used to make effort to catch him some day , so we became friends... though never spoke online ,.. slowly we became friends ...he was a very down to earth person not interested in faking the world about him self ... he was in great difficulties as was not getting admission in school in 12th standard ....he was a little tired ,... finally he was able to achieve it... as we now had became friends our numbers got exchanged .... those days i was at cloud nine ... very happy , always smiling . we use to talk but only through text messages . he use to say that he is a famous texti at online forums .... i don't exactly know what that is. then i told him about my feelings for him ..... which he accepted , that was really great ..... he was my attitude boy . then slowly as we both were in 12th standard our exams began to appear and in november we decided to part away for the sake of our study ..... it was basically his decision as he was not a good student at studies though he had great brains . it was in september 17,2008 when the exchange of phone number took place and on 22nd of november 2008 things stopped ......but on 14 december 2008 he wished me happy b'day .. it was only his wishes that made me so happy ...... he was my love . then suddenly on rose day that is 7th of feb in 2009 he messaged me once again that was a great surprise and again we were togetther , though we lived in same city we never met but i tried to contact every body who was in relation with him and with God's grace though i am a little a home bound but when it comes of " " i made all my efforts to keep a check on him. now feb was going and our talks once again started ... in march we were having our exams ... both were in 12th standard .... he was from science steam and i from commerce . .................. the story will go on in next blog thank you.